Someones Standing On My Chest

Starving Searching this barren wasteland
Trying To grasp being this alone
Pleading for a breath of fresh air
Someone's standing on my chest
Dying I'm asphyxiating myself
Break myself Slave to my weakness
Choke on my words
Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone
The lights are on and I wish I was home
My lips Are screaming pretty nothings
My ears Are bleeding for want of words,
fuck words I need actions
Hope has left me fucking shattered
Someone's standing on my chest
alone Would be a pleasant change from here
How do you gauge loneliness How you ever felt so alone
It feels like the light will never reach me hear
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears
Please don't worry too much
It only hurts when I breathe